me no fwensxsxszzzsxsxsxsxzzzz!
DDD:

:D:D:D:D:D
-explodes-

PIKACHU!
rocks.

why are we fighting on blogs?
i wanna scream!
all the more dramatic.

btw.
i heard you talk bad about me.
sniff.
to who?
you cant believe your own bestfwennsxsx betrays you right.

miieesx sh000 saddsxsxzzz.
im such a bitch i know.

-dies-
what the hell am i saying?
okay shut up Aeri,
youre mouth is so big and youre so LOUD.
and im sorry.

im sorry for being such a lousy friend.
and having bitch fights w you on blogs.
omg,
i said sorry first.

but i AM sorry.
that it has to end this way.
sometimes i ask myself why am i such a bitch?
well, the ans is.
ITS NOT MY FAULT IM BORN IN THE YEAR OF A DOG.

okayyyyy,
bye.
i dont understand why my life is so dramatic.
i guess its just the way i am.

resolution of 2009,
dont be who you were born to be.
make yourself who you are.
leaders are made not born.
so that should apply to myself too.
so dont be a bitch.

peace, out.

and.
i kinda regret starting this.
its just that i cant take all this shit anymore yknow.
its been going on for the last 3 years.
the ons and offs.
i cant say alot of the things that i want to.
i guess the hard exterior of being a bitch is just instinct at times.
then reality kicks in,
telling you you should have kept your trap shut.
but it opened didnt it?
and now you have to face the consequences.
im okay being w no friends.
having no one to cry on.
but sometimes i worry about you.
okay i really hope you dont read this.
i mean,
whos gonna be there to cab down in the middle of a downpour and fetch you and feed beef to you?
i suddenly hope its just one of those fights.
oh God, please let it be.

and
im sorry.

just remember.
the card and book which i sat on.

and wow.
im actually crying.

i guess im so insensitive sometimes.
im sorry.

i wish i could tell you im sorry face-to-face.
but my pride wont let me.
i really am a bitch arent i?

i dont expect for forgiveness,
cus if I were you,
i probably wouldnt give it.

but its okay for me,
im just worried how your life is going to turn out. :/
and you can say youre gonna be fine.
but i guess im a little worried.
btw, thanks for everything.
and yeah im loud i know that,
but havent i always been?

aeri, stop those tears.
and haha remember how we made up because of seaweed chicken?
seaweed chicken.

its kinda ridiculous.
peace.
and im out.