i cannot believe you.
and i thought you knew better.
and they told me to be heartless.
to noe care about you anymore.

YOU KNOW BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE.
i hate being famous.
and the only reason im famous is not even for a good thing.
im hated by more of the student population than i know.
how could you.

you think i like being talked bad about by people i dont even know?!
you think im happy this way?
and i actually thought you knew,
you understood.

and i do care about jia-er.
yknow how many times i hae asked claire and clar and zhen and pearl how to talk to her?
you dont get it do you.
you dont get what ppl mean to me.
you dont get that even if all of them who point their fingers at me and judge me for something im not,
i actually care about them?

dont you remember that time we three we were in pasir ris library and i actually started crying in front of you guys?
all because i couldnt take the criticsm, the hurt, the teasing anymore.

i really thought you knew.
yeah, like i care a shit about fame.
say what you want,
but not everyone wants to be famous.

i just want to be Aeri Yeo.
not bitch from 2F/3F.
the stupid bitch w the tucked out shirt.
the whore who keeps getting scolded by teachers.
the slut who wont shut her mouth.

i just want to be me.
not anyth more than what i am.

God, can i be that stupid?