hey,
i just wanna say.

"who can tell me they honestly believe they have one true friend?"

i mean i understand that you're sad and everything.
its not like i dont go by the day where i wonder when i can truely depend on someone.
& that person can be there for me 24/7.

but life's not a fantasy.
its reality,
& when you come to terms to face it,
you'll understand,
that you dont have anyone to trust,
except yourself.

but know that i will always love you guys,
& i dont expect the best of you guys.
just be there.
cus you know i will.
KIAT JIAYI YOU BEECH I WILL BE AT THE STANDS SCREAMING YOUR NAME TILL MY LUNGS FALL OUT MY NOSTRILS.
I LOVE YOUUUUUU!